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A year of yearning, when rape seemed the solitary gift of life.

All in their twenties, minus women, fucking cows, dreaming of rape, thrashing on pallets, rubbing their thighs and waiting for the new girl…

And the Sweet Home men abused cows while they waited for her.


Overwhelmed as much by the down-right luck of finding her house and her in it as by the certainty of giving her his sex, Paul D dropped twenty-five years from his recent memory.  A stair step before him was Baby Suggs replacement, the new girl they dreamed of at night and fucked cows for at dawn while waiting for her to choose


Nothing could be as good as the sex with her Paul D had been imagining off and on for twenty five years.

The jump, thought Paul D, from a calf to a girl wasn’t all that mighty…

It had been hard, hard, hard sitting there as erect as dogs, watching corn stalks dance at noon.


It explained how he had come to be a rag doll — picked up and put back down anywhere any time by a girl young enough to be his daughter.  Fucking her when he was convinced he didn’t want to.  Whenever she turned her behind up, the calves of his youth (was that it?) cracked his resolve.

A lowdown something that looked like a sweet young girl and fucking her or not was not the point, it was not being able to stay or go where he wished . . .